The music in my life

Since I can remember, i always been into music, you know before, I played the flute for many years, but in that  time my family was having money problems, so my mom couldn't buy me the instrument, was and is very expensive, I got disappointed so I quit, a decision i still regret it, well, i graduated from school and i was forgotten everything about the music, the sound floating in the air, the sweets notes flitting around the room, i was so happy while I was  playing, i forgot everything else, music extended my horizons and still does, i got enter in college, to follow my passion science, music is a complement to me but my life is science, seriously, i don't see myself doing anything else, but i have the need to play again, i tried hard but it didn't work, i auditioned in the chorus of the faculty, but my shyness was a problem, one that i couldn't get over it, i liked so much but i quit too, don't regret it at all, that thing made me suffer, everyday, was the worst time but the best too,  because i realized that i have to do something for the feelings i have and i can not express with words, and magically before me, showed up a girl, who i considered my friend in that time, she teached me how to play a guitar, i was shocked, because i always wanted to learn, but, i think i made clear that i am such a coward and i dint have perseverance, so i learned the basics with this girl, i had a borrowed  guitar, i practice every night, every time i had the chance, it became a vice, when i had to returned makes me very sad, my hands desperately ask me a strings to tear, in this moments i dont have the money toy buy one, i dream with me playing a guitar, i hear a song and only can concentrate in the sound of a guitar, I'm obsessed and i can't do anything about it, only to wait.